So here we are, the first post of the year, personally in my opinion it's a bit late (considering it's March) but as my nanna used to say it is never too late (I'm a walking cliche, sue me!) and she was one wise lady.
Why new beginnings three months into the year, well let me enlighten you, I had the wonderful pleasure of losing my job, one that I loved and was pretty good at but life has a funny way of throwing you curve balls and this one was a big one.
Here I'm at 25 and for the first time in 10 years I'm unemployed! I went through a crazy rollercoaster of emotions, there were several temper tantrums ( I never claimed to be a grown up), a hell of a lot of tears and rock bottom. At the end of it I have ended up here, in the unknown and finally I'm okay with it, because I didn't lose my job because I was bad at it or because I wasn't a team player, I lost it because that is the way it is, clients change their minds, companies need to make changes, and someone has to be the "bad guy". Truth is if I really think about it, it isn't anyone's fault, now that I have realised that, I can move on.
It is like ending a relationship, your heart gets broken, you eat a tub of ice cream, cry, watch some sad movie with a ridiculously hot guy and wonder how the even more attractive female lead manages to look so dam good crying, hate on them for a while, go to bed, let time pass and feel better about it after a while because in hindsight you are better off.
So what now? Who knows?
It's a new adventure!
I have no idea where it will take me but stay tuned I plan on sharing it with you guys and if you are in my shoes right now, regardless of your age, go eat that tub of ice cream and worry about the diet when you are feeling better.
P.S. It is okay to have that temper tantrum, screw been grown up it's no fun.
X
Why new beginnings three months into the year, well let me enlighten you, I had the wonderful pleasure of losing my job, one that I loved and was pretty good at but life has a funny way of throwing you curve balls and this one was a big one.
Here I'm at 25 and for the first time in 10 years I'm unemployed! I went through a crazy rollercoaster of emotions, there were several temper tantrums ( I never claimed to be a grown up), a hell of a lot of tears and rock bottom. At the end of it I have ended up here, in the unknown and finally I'm okay with it, because I didn't lose my job because I was bad at it or because I wasn't a team player, I lost it because that is the way it is, clients change their minds, companies need to make changes, and someone has to be the "bad guy". Truth is if I really think about it, it isn't anyone's fault, now that I have realised that, I can move on.
It is like ending a relationship, your heart gets broken, you eat a tub of ice cream, cry, watch some sad movie with a ridiculously hot guy and wonder how the even more attractive female lead manages to look so dam good crying, hate on them for a while, go to bed, let time pass and feel better about it after a while because in hindsight you are better off.
So what now? Who knows?
It's a new adventure!
I have no idea where it will take me but stay tuned I plan on sharing it with you guys and if you are in my shoes right now, regardless of your age, go eat that tub of ice cream and worry about the diet when you are feeling better.
P.S. It is okay to have that temper tantrum, screw been grown up it's no fun.
X